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I just gonna type tonight with no particular thing to say. We went to the McKinley's party tonight...it was really cool. I wish i were cool enough to be a Mckinley. hmmm. Her brother matt is cute. maybe i can marry him. no. he wont have me. I need to think of another plan. Maybe i can just pitch my tent in thier yard for a little bit. They have outside bathrooms now and they soon planning on making an outside shower. now that i think about it, they have sinks, a fridge, freezer and tables outside too. yup. i think this might work. then, if i'm sly i can trade my tent for one of those sheds that looks like a barn...the nice kind with windows. pretty soon they will think i am thiers and i'll be a mckinley. sweeet. this will work out, i can feel it.

i was on the phone with matt today and the connection got all messed up. turns out, he could hear me but i couldnt hear him. i was pretty sure he could here me so i just kept talking. thats my problem. i should have just hung up when there was silence. i have a problem with silence though. ask anyone that knows me. i hate it. instead of just shutting up, i have to talk nonsense. like today, i just kept rambling on and on about a bunch of crap. if i had been matt, i would have thought "dang girl. shut up already." haha. its ok though. maybe someday the gift of nonsense will come in handy for me.

it's nearly may and i have a little heater on b/c i'm cold. how silly is that? not very now that i think about it.

i'm tired. i think i need to think some more about the tent situation at the mckinleys. yup, thats what i'm gonna do. g'night.