Have you ever wanted someone to call you so bad and when it happens it was well worth the wait? Or really wanted someone to call you and you could have really done without the chat once it was over? Just checking.

Have you ever stayed up really really late no absolutely no good reason even though you are so tired your eyes are bleeding? I find myself in this situation nearly every night. For whatever reasons, I rarely go to bed before 2 am. I dont know why...it's not like i'm getting anything important done. sometimes I'll be soooo tired when it's midnight, but i simply cant fall alseep because it's just not my 2 am bedtime. I need to cure myself of this. Every morning i get up for work and curse myself for not going to bed earlier...but every night the same thing happens. I have learned to function on 5-6 hrs of sleep on a daily basis which is crazy-sad because i looove to sleep. It's 11 pm right now. I'm really tired from a long day but in my mind i have three more hours to go. Crap. I dont think i'll make it to 2 am tonight (yes, i will).

Have you ever hated something so much you feel your body chemicals change? That's what happens to me when i hear techno music. OK, i have learned to like a handful of techno music, so i suppose i dont hate all of it. The techno music i hate is the stuff you hear at the gym...crap artists who sing to mind-numbing techno beats with the occasional "oh baby yeah" echoing in the background. When I hear techno music, my blood boils and slowly turns to venom. With every beat of this crap music my mind thinks of how i can hurt the person singing and/or playing the 'music'. I realize that because i have written this, most of my friends will now find every opportunity to torture me with every vile and repulsive type of techno they can find. oh well.

ok, i'm tired now. its 11:53pm. gotta go get ready for bed for the next 2 hours.